Tuesday, April 17, 2007
7:01 PM
i tink blogging is a reallie gd wae to vent all ur angers, to share ur happiness wif everybody or even as a wae of grumbling whenever u r feeling down or even frustrated. everydae, different feelings.

well 2dae, Accounting was easy. tink everybody will score A. BBBUUUUUUUTTTTT tat doesnt mean i will be the one getting A. dunno wat to blog abt all of the sudden. not sae i cun do but its juz the little "SHIT MAN, i miss calcultaed it" tat kind of feeling! dis accounting exam i was expecting alot for myself. either i will get A or i will not. arhh, during the paper, i am forever in a heavy state of mind la. den on the wae hm, i was like keep thinking and thinking. coz reallie very scary, wat if the tink i liquid awae i forgot to wrote bk? den wouldnt mi be giving marks awae? wat if everybody score very well n get A? wouldnt mi be the lousiest in the whole corhort even if i get a B? OMG, so many wat if. i remember the previous entry i did blog abt not wanting to set myself high expectations for myself, well i tot i hav managed to.
不过,人总是在欺骗自己。人的尊严与骄傲无法让自己输给这个现实的世界。 想登上世界高峰并非容易,虽然人们口中一再说只要努力就会成功,但是我想这必须经过许多的耐性与毅力,种种考验和运气才会可能发生在你身上吧。如果你已成功了,我以你为荣。但如果还没,那就请你继续努力向前进。哈, 好像有点不像是我会说的话。因为我性格急躁,没这么多耐性,也没什么幸运星在陪伴着我, 所以容易被这世界打败。我想我不能一直在埋怨。因为我知道最大的敌人就是我自己,而且胜不在于别人,而是在于你自己。我何时才超越自我呢?

我想我是悲观的。乐观的人一定不会认同我说的话。我想这也对啦,人们总是在经历某一件事情后才会噼哩啪啦说一些感性的话,我一定就是其中一个吧。啊,不想了,不然会越来越烦。
不管如何,为自己快乐而活才是最总要得吧!不需为了着现实世界而陷入纳闷吧,我越想越不值得。
记得要勇敢站起来!!!

真。心话