Wednesday, October 17, 2007
11:31 PM
almost didn't update for two weeks le! reallie busy wif the pile of work that need to be done. Esp our Accounting proj, finallie completed le. i am quite satisfied wif our work n hope all our efforts will be paid off eventuallie. Well, hav been slpin like the earliest 1am every nite, energy reallie drained up. n i still hav to endure such torturing life for another one n a half month.
2dae i had my French roleplay. Though it was oni mere 2minutes, but the process of cumin up wif a script was reallie stressful. N it was oni mi n Chen Ee so i guess i kinda stress her up too. Haven been following up wif my French revision this few wks, so kinda lost by the stunning notes in my book, all popping rite in front of my eyes. guess this is the punishment for not preparing b4 hand. Despite the tutor telling us not to refer to our notes, haha, all of us still go ahead wif the referring. Well, n i believe our tutor has chosen to close one eye to it. feel so grateful to him. if not i am sure i will be dead man. But wateva the case, i noe both of us have tried our best. n nxt wk will be having our French test n i noe i will hav to start preparing real soon. After which we will be having our presentation on France. For one time, i heave a sigh of relief that it will be presented in English n not French. but no matter wat, i still find French a very interesting language to take up so will try my v best to score well, at least for French.

Nxt comes tax. i guess its no time for mi to complain abt the tax being hard n confusing n wateva becos i noe that nuthin will change despite my grumbling. Tax is still a reallie taxing and head-aching subject esp for pple like mi on n i can already reallie imagine myself in the pek-chek-ing state during the exam. Sumtimes saw pple takin the inorganic chem txtbk n i suddenly begin to feel tat it has been a long time ever since i last touched Chem. n i miss learning the subject. Well, i already made my choice so is better not to hold ani regret but to look ahead den. Ya, i still do not expect too much from myself, juz try my best will do. No 'apples' oso doesn't matter le. too tired to tink abt all dis tink. Summore JL asked mi where i wanna go for my internship. Frankly, i reallie dunno. n i guess i wun be much bothered by it. i just am too tired to tink abt all these tinks le. i noe its for the sake of my future, but well, i am still stickly to the idea of let nature takes its course. i believe that sum part of my future is already planned already, not by mi, but by nature. Where i am supposed to be in, i will be there. Where i m not supposed to be, i wun force myself to be there. so...ya.... c how bahz.

FLH cuming to Singapore 4 the 金曲奖 la. n there is goin to be a fans gathering wif them! n i so so so much wanna go la. Hav to buy the 入门票 at 98bucks on nxt Tues 3pm at Mediacorp. well, i will be in sch during tat time la. n i am sure they are limited to oni 50 fans. guess i no chance of goin le lor. sure a lot of pple queing up fr dunno wat time de. haiz. i m damn sad la. hoping that my bdae will cum b4 tat so tat i am able to make a sincere wish for my wish to cum true. haiz. poor mi. =[ watch fr the TV den. =[ =[ =[

but i am glad that he smiles..... =] 他是否还记得我?

真。心话