Thursday, March 20, 2008
10:28 PM
today totally a wasted day.
supposed to meet WeiQiang at 1.30pm in sch for 201. But he was not ready.
was irritated. was angry. n we oni managed to get tinks started at 2.30pm.
i could hav leave the hse 1hr later, revised my work for another hour.
but i noe. i cun be angry. otherwise, we will get nuthin done.
yeap. so i chose to be alrite.
but our financial analysis juz doesnt seem fine. it was tough for the two of us.
getting demoralised. n both of us was shag. nuthin seems to get rite.
i feel sad. N WeiQiang feel himeslf useless.
actuallie, reallie understand how he feels. the oni guy in the grp.
the one who needs to do the most tokin.
the one who needs to lead the grp.
reallie. looks seriously bad for him. sympathise him though
yet, i tink i cun help much. seriously a bad project mate.
seriously bad mood. i noe i cun control my tears.
wan to cry le.
n 202. its a blessing tat there r 3 guys who can lead the grp.
ya. i noe i cun help much either.
but i supposed, the whole project will not be so tense as what it wld be.
i noe. i nid to stay positive.
even though not much contribution,
at least i must have the motivation to listen to wat my grp has to sae.
this will be better for all of us i guess.
ya. we need a break.
its goin difficult.
even reject working. i m sry, Yoki.

well. i nid to be strong.

真。心话