Thursday, April 17, 2008
11:17 PM
its so gd to be on the dashboard again.
a short time to relax n be away fr the books.
it has been one wk.
n i hav been forcing myself to lay my eyes on the papers.
it seriously needs good perseverence.
to be away fr the com for almost one wk.
well. today is the start of my first paper.
it was manageable.
feel abit sadded regarding the last qns though.
tink its a 25mrks gone.
but overall, i kinda felt satisfied though.
neber had this kind of feeling for other papers except for French.
the feeling was reallie great.
knowing what to write n making full use of the time
n ans as much as u can.
u felt like ur effort of studying all these daes have neber been to waste.
well. at least for this time round.
of crse, i do hope for the rest of the papers,
the feeling will be the same.
when u r staring the papers n able to do nuthin,
the kind of feeling is rather disappointing
helpless. n juz waiting for time to be up.
yea. reallie sucky.
cun reallie count how many papers i hav been like tat alr.
well. dis kind of tink.
it reallie depends on ur luck.ur mental state.
i hav no more to sae.

this is wat i hav been focusing on for the past few hrs.
feel kinda stressed. coz i oni hav 70% chance of scoring.
n using the grade to boost my GPA dis sem.
30% test alr gone. will fail de.
blame the projects n the presentations.
blame my poor time management.
guess alot of pple in the class SU the subject.
issit a gd tink or a bad tink. i dunno myself oso.
but i juz noe. i muz at least score this subject,
my favourite. my interest.
but all the recalling fr the Alevels is so hard.
hav difficulty rememberin oso.
pretty hard i guess.
but still, i noe i hav to do sumtink on dis subject.
at least, i noe i wun be letting myself down









well. asked WQ for the report todae.
its the financial part tat gone wrg lah,
tats y we din hav a A. i believe
or at least a A-
for once, i seriously tink tat its my fault la.
although its two of us tat hav done it,
but still, reallie quite sadded la.
haiz.
n more sadded is, nobody wan to keep the report.
even he himself dun wan to keep.
dunno wat to sae la. but the feeling sux.
well, if nobody wan to keep, den its best for mi to keep the hard work myself.
i wld be glad to. if my bag todae was not damn heavy.
n our report was not so thick.
haiz. dunno wat to sae oso le.
juz feel v v sad.....
no one actuallie appreciates the effort put in....




n u r juz so cold la.
well its ok.
i din hold expectation aniwae.
coz its juz two diff persons
wif two diff personalities.
i dun care le.

i still prefer him.

真。心话