Monday, May 12, 2008
10:13 PM
first dae of intern.
was super sianz.
Finance manager not ard.
so i m assigned filing task. wif sum photocopying to do.
n send letters.
so tats my first dae.
i was dozing off seriously.
i tink they sort of dun trust interns lor.
like giv us the' do u tink u can make it' this kind of look.
den the HR manager introduced us to the whole office.
i can c sum of them r so fake la.
luckily my Finance dept r quite friendly.
but its juz the first dae.
n u will neber noe wat will happen next.

dunno la. feel kinda out of place there.
dun feel a sense of belonging.
maybe i m reallie not suitable for a office job.
i feel so apologetic to XueFen
for unable to help her up at Isetan private sales
n i seriously cun tink of an excuse for my intern co
not to go work on dis cuming Thurs
except to take mc.
well guess i reallie hav to giv dis mth private sales a miss.
but i will sure go to the counter after my work.

so far as i noe, my intern co adopts a informal culture.
aiyo. i c fr the wae they dress, i tink i m super formal todael.
sum wear low cut, spag, bareback
as if the whole co is not cold la.
but my finance dept is still abit conservative so still alright.
n the great tink is
we can communicate in mandarin!
haha, tats the greatest tink of all.

oh ya. lunch.
wif my dept peeps.
tried the lau pa sat char kway teow.
but tats not the point.
wat i wan to sae it
i m surprised.
or shd i sae i m not at all surprised.
biz peeps so kiasu until they use tissue paper n chop space.
Omg.
n since i m in dis kind of biz environment,
it makes mi look like one of them too
i m force to be embedded in such kiasu-ism.
i dunno wat to sae.
juz typical Singaporeans.

haiz. sianz.
neber been so sianz wif work b4.
now i noe how much i luv to work sales.
ok shan't complain.
i guess, the only tink now i can do is learn to adapt.

jiayou, PZ!

真。心话