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 PeiZhen Legal 23 27/12/87 NTU-Accountancy Now Playing
  Music Playlist at MixPod.com I believed when the clock struck 12 I would still remain gracefully posed in the centre of the ballroom . I believed the prince would take my hand and tell me he has chosen me . I believed it wasnt just a fantasy.. I guess I was delusional in the face of something so perfect ? because the dress turned back to rags my long hair fell down back to my shoulders with all the jewels gone.
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Tuesday, May 13, 2008 10:12 PM i m beginning to hav doubt. i am starting to wonder, will i like the co even after 8wks?? i seriously dun tink so. i reallie dun enjoy working in the office. n i begin to understand y the adults alwaes tell us tat studying is better than working. i noe, such work is not my cup of tea. 2dae.data entry. supposed to get to the end credit figure. end up, i failed. 14 pages of data entries to be completed in 7hrs time well i guess dis is not too much to ask for. but i could not finish. not reallie. i did finish. juz tat i cun tally in the end. n they dragged my time until 6pm. shit. at tat time, i dunno y. was reallie v frustrated alr. i dunno they were too busy tat there forgotten abt the timing or simply juz ' hey u, haven finish ur job u still wan 2 go hm??" sucks. one more sec i oso dun feel like staying. thks goodness they finallie said i can continue tml. if not i m seriously on the edge of exploding. n i rched hm at 7plus. shit man. n my leg got pao pao alr. i tink i m juz weak. mentally, physically, emotionally, intellectuallie. the master in Taipei said in the future, i will 吃劳命（work v hard in the future) i dunno wat he meant. but sumhow i sort of can predict. i m beginning to hav serious tots abt my job in the future. i dunno wat a person i m seriously. i m having diff attitudes towards two diff jobs now. i cun lov my intern co as much as i luv my Friven. i wun grumble if i stay on v late for the latter. i irritates when i cun leave after 5.30pm for the former. i finallie understand one tink. Find a job u like. n u will neber be working in ur life. dis is so true. accounting? its a profession. but i m not the one for it. i tink everyone will tink, well, its juz the 2nd dae dunnid to be so kua zhang n i shd learn to relax. but still, if i cun endure for even a dae, u tink i can endure for 8wks? n tat time Kor oso sae so. youngsters like us nowadaes cun take hardship. n i totallie agree, n i m tinking whether m i facing such situation now. i seriously dunno. maybe i m juz like ani others. cun stand up after a mistake. well, i guess. this is juz mi. super weak. but y cun pple be weak? y muz we be strong all the time? y muz we appear to be strong in frt of pple? y cun we juz be ourselves? if i dun like dis means i dun like if i like, i will sure work doubly hard for u. i, juz want to be contented wif wat i hav now. i noe i m short-sighted. perhaps time will prove i m wrg wif my words now but in this hr, this min, this sec, i juz dun wish to care. i complained to my Mum. well, i guess i reallie taken the wrg path. i reallie dun wan to stay bk till 12am juz to balance the whole accts. i feel comfortable even if i hav to stand for 14hrs serving other pple. but not when i m sitting down all the time fr 8.30-5.30pm in the office. n i tink. they reallie dun hav the patience to teach mi. oh one of the finance peep. sounds so much like sumone in our class whose name i hate to mention out. n kip reminding mi of her whenever she speaks. n i tink she is a smoker la. the smell. freaking eews. omg. i m gonna fight till the end. 真。心话 |