Sunday, June 08, 2008
11:16 PM
for the rest of the 4wks muz slp earlie le.
fr tml onwards, goin to work 7daes.
so i will nid plenty of energy.
Friven increasing my pay.
$7 bucks per hr. but no commision.
trying to ask Yoki to help mi fight for $7.50.
like tat earn faster.
but aniwae, dun hav oso nvm la.
been there so long le. chin chai.
new manager cum.
den everytink oso change.
now muz punchcard in concept store le.
super mafan.
den the full timers got uniform. den muz wear tie.
heard tat the tie got diff level de
to differentiate ur position. lol.

2dae Yoki told mi to help her write letter to her manager.
coz she met wif sum probs.
can c fr her troubled face. feel super sad for her oso.
promised her tat i will kip wat she told mi by myself.
i m not so bagua person lor.
u tell mi not to sae, den i wun sae.
but still, i m v sad.
coz i tink my English is too chui le.
coz its supposed to be quite a formal letter
den i tink i hav trouble with the vocab, the structure
den cun help her complete the letter.
i tink v guilty lor.
A Singaporean studying in Uni yet cannot even help a Malaysian write a complete letter.
seriously v diu lian.
hate myself. super sad. =[

everytime they becoz of v small little tinks will end up quarreling de lor.
den sumtimes i dun even noe wat to do.
haiz. guess workin life is reallie like dis.
everyone will suddenly like becum v selfish.
everybody juz kip pushing the blame to one another,
can reallie c the bad side of a person.
hate dis.

tml the 5th wk of work.
super fast. one mth of internship has passed.
my manager has gave mi v gd review.
gd attitude. do tinks v fast.
v thkful of her.
even though i oso dun tink i hav gd attitude la.
maybe i too hypocrite in frt of them le.
i noe i m v bad.
actullie no la. i tink i ok alr. now start to get used le.
noe how the pple r like alr.
they bad mood den will becum emo so juz dun care them can le.
but of crse sumtimes they can oso be nice pple la.
still, my manager said muz c the rest of my performance.
of crse la. i will try my best la.
who will like to alwaes giv bad attitudes when in work?
unless u got attitude prob la.
but i m not lor.

aniwae, noe sum1's secret.
is the funniest secret i hav ever heard of him.
i will not be irritated by him animore.
no longer feel threatened.
aniwae he oso neber sae cannot tell other pple.
c my mood lor.

now feel the urge to go to bed.
dunno y.
even though feel like continuing my Vic show,
but 为了用不完的 energy,
i muz slp earlie.
gdnite peeps.

真。心话