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The Writer
 PeiZhen Legal 23 27/12/87 NTU-Accountancy Now Playing
  Music Playlist at MixPod.com I believed when the clock struck 12 I would still remain gracefully posed in the centre of the ballroom . I believed the prince would take my hand and tell me he has chosen me . I believed it wasnt just a fantasy.. I guess I was delusional in the face of something so perfect ? because the dress turned back to rags my long hair fell down back to my shoulders with all the jewels gone.
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Sunday, June 22, 2008 9:01 PM i m peizhen. i m neither peifen nor peixin u can call mi pz. but pls dun call mi other names beside peizhen. realised tat most of the bfg-rians r quite emo recently. like my dear pi n fungy issit usuallie most of the gers tat will feel the emo-ness? i cun help but to tink dis way. dis wk, mi too, cun be feelin ani more better. many tinks happened dis two daes when i m at work on the sales floor. there r disputes among collegues though it does not involve mi, but still everybody is unhappie. made silly mistakes too. though rectifiable, but cun help but to giv myself a smack. no longer hav the chiong-ness to close sales like b4. wat happened to mi?? i remember i m not like dis in the past. i m alwaes v v eager de issit becoz of the pay? tat now they hav cut off the commission? i dunno. i dun wish to admit. 原来我也是这么一个现实的人。 I noe i m not dis kind of money person la but juz dunno wat happened. maybe i m juz too tired, or maybe there's a devil inside mi tats grabbing away all my energy n attention. i hope its juz the former. i still luv them n the coy, its juz tat.... well, i dunno how shd i bring it across. 听到她对我说的那么一句话，我的心仿佛多了一棵大石头 踏着沉重的步伐回家， 在人行道里等着红灯变绿灯， 听不见车辆的声音，也看不见人群。 一个人的人行道，一个人在沉思。 我非常难过， 同时也感到身心疲惫。 我知道她是好意， 但那句话听得我十分感伤， 到现在，我还是记得一清二楚。 也许这也是一件小事，但多愁善感的我没办法把它忘记。 因为你没有commission, 所以我请你吃。 这是她对我说的。 烂。我只能这样形容我自己。 todae was reallie a busy day. 3 of us cun manage to serve all the customers. serving non stop. lunch at 5pm. at tat time, reallie cun feel the hunger, coz reallie tryin my best to close each sales. though my color combi sucks, but i noe i m still learning. 有时候我在想，这些都不是我的功劳， 少了那么一点点佣金也不算什么。 毕竟我也没帮到什么忙。 可是现在的我却有着心里不平衡的状态。 也许我是真的把小事情放大去看。 如果我尝试从另外一个角度去想， 现在的我是否就不会那么悲观， 心里的大石头也能同时放下呢？？ remembered another incident during my work at intern coy. though dis tink does not happen to mi, but i cun help but to feel reallie sad for my new colleague. looks like she is not reallie well-liked by the rest of my finance peeps. juz becoz she keeps askin qns. she looks helpless. i can c the stress fr her face. i tink she is juz like mi. when i m stress, everytink juz doesnt go rite when u tok, u tok sumtink tat doesnt make sense when u do sumtink, u forgot wat u hav actuallie done u almost arent in the rite state of mind to carry on doin tinks. colleagues get irritated easily when she asked them qns but i understand y. coz dis is not the first time tat she is askin the same qns over n over again. so there's fault in her part too. its her stubbornity not to take down notes of wat my colleagues hav taught her cun blame her. i noe if i m her, i might be worse. or better, i dunno oso. but i juz feel tat my finance peeps shd giv her more time n more patience when guiding her. maybe she is oso too dependent on my colleagues but, if it was mi, i will greatly appreciate those patience n efforts tat is cuming fr the other side as well. of cse i ought to play my own part n carry out my responsibilities, but if i cun even receive the moral support n encouragement fr my own dept peeps, wats more for mi to stayin on wif the coy. i will feel reallie sad in dis case. seriously. aniwae dun wish to sae abt all dis stuffs alr. otherwise it will dampen other pple's mood too. juz hope tat 明天会更好。 ps: dun feel like putting the words in a larger font le. if its too small 4 u, i apologise u can choose to ignore or find a way to make them readable thks for browsing my blog. 真。心话 |