Tuesday, August 12, 2008
11:33 PM
got lotsa reading to do.
but still the urge to blog.
NO MOOD. NO MOMENTUM AT ALL.
one seminar reading
as thick as u will need to bind them up
so crazy.
so many chapters to read.
n they r slp inducing like before
n now need to prepare for a case for 311
everytink is so rush.
the 301 tutor speaks like a ferrari
n the French tutor assumes that we understand everytink that she said
oh well, maybe i m the one having the prob
maybe i m juz too slow.
oni the 311 tutor is interesting
managed to make mi lauf at the start of the dae
was late for lesson again. kinda start to hav no discipline wif mysef.
well, i shall change after dis post onwards.
juz feel kinda sianz
but i noe i cun be sianz all the wae
even though i dun like studying
but since its third year alr, den will juz try to buck up
n try my best can le. no stress no worries
n graduate peacefully
since after graduating, i supposed i will miss studying life again?
humans r alwaes like tat,
they will neber be contented wif wat they hav
n juz like to grumble
well, wat to do?

oh yea. n todae saw quite alot of frens haha
first was TzeYong, din see him until he called mi,
den saw those tat din see mi
den went to see the IT fair n saw TM.
yeap, planned a lunch gathering on Fri,
except for TX, hopefulle the rest can make it n giv mi face.
quite happie actuallie, tat all of them r ard =]

it seems like forming proj grps alwaes serve to be a prob
once every semester starts
we always form grps in our own cliques
actuallie i wonder if there r times when sum of us might
feel bored sticking ard wif the same grp of pple.
well, sum pple might oni prefer to work wif zai pple
while sum might feel obliged to stay in the same grp
ya, i noe as humans, we tend to be selfish
n often prefered to work wif smart pple
but sumtimes, its kind of disheartenin isnt it
when u feel tat u r not reallie welcum in tat grp
but u r juz in the grp coz its the norm all along.
actuallie, to my fren who is quite bothered by dis prob
i supposed it actuallie doesnt matter
its juz how u see it n a matter of getting used to it
tinks sumtimes happened so expectedly n unexpectedly
its hard to force tinks the wae u want it to becum
as long as we r in the same class,
its the presence tat matters yea?
n if this is oni a one sided view by the naive us,
i supposed we hav no other choice?
wats more impt than leading each dae wif a smile?
Cheers.

真。心话