Wednesday, November 05, 2008
8:12 PM
I have neber been so weak in my entire life before
The time when i feel weakly is during my asthma attack
which is not surprising
but until ytd, i felt as though i m goin to die soon.
I dunno y i starved myself for, as though Singapore has no food for mi
I oni ate one sausage bun in the morning n i tot it could last till the day n nite.
Finished project meeting till 6 plus, n i was already famishing den.
Plus my head was spinning in circles like roller coaster,
i was physically weak during the entire journey home.
I dragged my feet home,
the first tink i did was to scoop the rice from the rice cooker,
n i had bigger share than usual
After the energy-reviving dinner, i began to feel alive again. Phew!
I am thankful tat i managed to survive n not faint along the streets
It was really terrible, i dunno starving one dae could be so serious
Vomited after alighting the bus, n it was all liquid. EEwss.
I m reallie afraid, i do not want to giv it a second try animore
I dunno how pple managed to survive famine camp, not eating for 30hrs.
N i noe, i hav to be thkful for living in a country wif food ard mi
compared to the children living in Africa,
who hav no such tink as 3 meals a dae
Although they are not so fortunate like mi,
they are still physcally and psychological stronger than mi,
which i hav much to learn from.
ytd was a sickly day,
slept at 11pm, cun stand the giddy-ness tat was playing tricks on my head.
N it was a nice slp.

2dae i had 2 fulfilling meals.
One 6foot long of subway Cold Cut, nxt was the Indo grilled chicken at CanA.
Super full, i dunno wats wrg wif mi,
having so extreme diet for two consecutive days.
But dis was not the point,
the main prob was,
the bus tat i took todae kept jerking n i began to get giddy again
i seriously hate dis kind of feeling.
I m juz so weak la!
Cun study welll, super low efficiency!
Well, i juz hope after today's slp, i will be all well again.......

Thks for your accompany...

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