Tuesday, December 09, 2008
12:10 AM
i cun believe my own eyes.
i cun believe he actually scolded Fuck to his own Daddy.
i cun believe he said tat he is 18.
well he is, but its oni the numeric 18.
the age doesnt speak for itself.
an 18 yr old mature and sensible son wouldn't scold his Daddy vulgarities.

at times i got angry wif Daddy too.
at times i got irritated tat i didn't want to speak to him too.
but i will neber scold Daddy fuck
n he actuallie did.
i m upset
i m disappointed.
i dunno wat shd i do.
i dunno wat shd i sae.
i dunno y will he turn up to be like dis.
we both carry the same blood
but yet, i feel ashamed by his actions
by his behaviour, by his words.

to you who might or might not be reading this
i tell u.
u will regret for wat u did.
u dunno how tough is Daddy working outside
u dun understand how vulnerable life is
u haven been through the deepest downfall of ur life yet
juz a little comparison, juz a little questioning
n u scolded Fuck
i noe u will defend urself
n start shifting the blame to mi
yea i admit.
i got frustrated wif Daddy's questioning at times
but neber will i scold him
Dun tell mi u r 18
coz u dun behave like one
U treat everyone in the house like ur maid
waiting for us to clear ur mess
U expect us to treat u like a prince
U expect us to serve u every day n nite.
I dun wish to reprimand
I dun wish to bitch ard like u alwaes scolded mi
Well i can take it, it doesnt matter
but i m juz ashamed, tat the word actuallie cum out fr my own bro's mouth
not as a joke, juz crude.
U demand everytink
U wanted cash
U wanted a driving licence
den wat did u do in return?
Nuthin but a FUCK.
Well u can enjoy ur young master life now
but until u lost the most valuable things in your life
u will still be living in your little nonchalant world.
Pls cum to ur senses.

-pZhen is disappointed wif u.

真。心话