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Wednesday, May 14, 2008
4:00 PM
i made the wrg decision once again. i din report to work todae. earlie in the morning, i felt my stomach cramp. but it was not v serious. not until tat i cun walk n work. but i was having devil's tots. i tot of skipping work todae. n decided to go to the doc instead. n having sorted out my tinkin juz in case it cramps v seriously in the middle of the work, i decided not to go to work.
n i waited for my turn at the polyclinic like almost 2.5hrs. super duper long, n i tink alot. actuallie i m in quite a gd state. not v v pain. but wat am i doin here? juz to get a MC? i did not forget tat i hav incompleted tasks on hand waiting for mi to get it done todae n why m i so irresponsible so bad tat i oni tink abt myself so selfish. so stubborn.
ya. i m guilty. i shdn't be staying at hm now. i tink i m perfectly fine now. no more cramp. everytink is juz an excuse. i m v v sry. i guess. i reallie do hav sum bits of responsibility wif wat role m i playing now. an intern. so i shd be responsible n mature enuf to noe wat is rite n wat is wrg. Sry. i promise this will be the last time. i guess. it will be retribution if my resume does not look gd. for everytink is my own fault. v v sry once again. tml if i skip work n go to help out wif Isetan private sales, my heart would not be there. coz i noe. no matter how much i hate n dread n dislike i guess i reallie noe n understand where i shd reallie belong now. a million sry.
i will try my v best.
真。心话
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