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Wednesday, November 05, 2008
8:12 PM
I have neber been so weak in my entire life before The time when i feel weakly is during my asthma attack which is not surprising but until ytd, i felt as though i m goin to die soon. I dunno y i starved myself for, as though Singapore has no food for mi I oni ate one sausage bun in the morning n i tot it could last till the day n nite. Finished project meeting till 6 plus, n i was already famishing den. Plus my head was spinning in circles like roller coaster, i was physically weak during the entire journey home. I dragged my feet home, the first tink i did was to scoop the rice from the rice cooker, n i had bigger share than usual After the energy-reviving dinner, i began to feel alive again. Phew! I am thankful tat i managed to survive n not faint along the streets It was really terrible, i dunno starving one dae could be so serious Vomited after alighting the bus, n it was all liquid. EEwss. I m reallie afraid, i do not want to giv it a second try animore I dunno how pple managed to survive famine camp, not eating for 30hrs. N i noe, i hav to be thkful for living in a country wif food ard mi compared to the children living in Africa, who hav no such tink as 3 meals a dae Although they are not so fortunate like mi, they are still physcally and psychological stronger than mi, which i hav much to learn from. ytd was a sickly day, slept at 11pm, cun stand the giddy-ness tat was playing tricks on my head. N it was a nice slp.
2dae i had 2 fulfilling meals. One 6foot long of subway Cold Cut, nxt was the Indo grilled chicken at CanA. Super full, i dunno wats wrg wif mi, having so extreme diet for two consecutive days. But dis was not the point, the main prob was, the bus tat i took todae kept jerking n i began to get giddy again i seriously hate dis kind of feeling. I m juz so weak la! Cun study welll, super low efficiency! Well, i juz hope after today's slp, i will be all well again.......
Thks for your accompany...
真。心话
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